Year to Heal

Well, it has been the year to heal. I have spent it mostly trying to mend. Gain weight, gain strength and get back my energy. It seams finally about 2 months ago my body all of a sudden just started to hold on to some weight and the struggle for that has been easier. I have hit the middle age spread (as my Dr. called it ) over 100 pounds but he is happy i gained 10 pounds since last visit. There is however this issue of some lung nodules he seems a bit concerned about.. He called me with the report Monday, and put me on the schedule for wed. to get a PET Scan and follow up immediately with him afterwards. Needless to say Rob and I cancelled work and off we went. I tell you this was the most stressful day we have had since this all began. Primary tumors are one thing, but mets is a completely different ballgame you know.... Well with a day of prayers and anxiety the news was good. No cancer showing up on the scan. I will now be referred to the pulmonologist. The best one in the city per recommendation of the two best docs I know... So Fri. a.m. will be the final piece of this puzzle and I can only hope for the best. Even though I am mentally prepared for anything and ready for whatever God has planned for me.