Today was kinda crazy...
The machine was down when I got there today, Had to wait a little while (scary) But they assured me it was all right before my treatment.
Doing well otherwise throat constantly sore now and did have a bit of a nose bleed overnight, but nothing real bad. Rob still trying to get me hurt in the car on the way there in the am. Dropped Chesney off for a hair cut on the way to work. Work was not too bad until I was ready to leave at 4. And the phone went down. So I am still trying to get that worked out with the phone company. THEEEEN ... On the way home I got pulled over because apparently I am suppose to have a buffalo on my licence plate. So according to the cop I have been illegal for 3 years. Go figure. He did just give me a warning. So ...Guess tomorrow I will be at the DMV trying to get my plates fixed. I just pay online and they send me a sticker how am I suppose to know??
Whew ..Glad today is over. Just gotta get through treatment tomorrow and only 2 weeks left
YEA!!!
Here I am laying here trying to sleep, My throat feels more sore than after my surgeon cut me up - where is he when I need him. Funny enough I am having trouble keeping the film off my vocal cords. I keep waking up choking- which make my throat hurt worse. I know i know Dr. Barnhill "don't clear your throat" but its hard. And sugar free lemon drops don't work they are drying out my mouth. So water is the next best friend (if you call it that) So I am going to take a nice little concoction of Tylenol III elixer, Fiorinal, Unisom and ambien to maybe get me to sleep for a few hours tonight. It worked last night,- I still woke up enough I could feel the pain off and onand i would cough - ALL NIGHT LONG. But got sleep in between.
I have so many people wanting to do something for me and I do appreciate that sooooo much. However, right now i am truly living moment to moment and I don't' even know what I need until it is here, and then I sometime don't know what it is. I am just living in the moment and living it the best I know how -waiting on the Lord to make me whole again. The true blessing of this is I feel I am becoming so much closer to GOD. For Rob and I this has been a blessing in our life. I always said that if my having cancer would help the ones I love get better, learn more about God , become closer to God or each other it will be worth it to me. Because ultimately I am going to be fine... This is just a very trying journey, A short set back. Rob and I can't wait for the wondrous miracles that await us on the other side of this. We Know God has them waiting for us and that is sooo exciting. So Love you all very much, Thanks for the prayers and the cards they make me cry- which cleanses my soul and I love that. So keep em coming. Thanks again ooxx
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