He Restores My Soul

Well here we are. The beginning. Yes- It has probably been the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Which says a lot for my parents - I have always said I have truly lead a blessed and sheltered life. And I still believe that with all my heart! The Lord has been good to me-even through all this. I know there are so many worse things out there I could be going through and this is just a cake walk (cake-yum) oh, sorry.

My husband has been an unbelievable angel, he has been there through all of this with such grace and love and I really feel like a princess and to say that through something like this I feel is remarkable. Thank you hunny - you are truly my hero (my dread pirate Roberts) Love you.

And I can not say enough about my family and Friends the cards and letters and constant love and assistance I have received through all this has overwhelmed me. There is only one way to make it through something like this and that is with the encouragement and support of those around you. You can bring me up on the lowest of day, Give me that extra boost to go on. I especially want to thank my Best friend whom I have always said we were separated at birth and really believe it is true. She has been incredible to be there pushing when I didn't want her too and help me get through those tough days and just making me laugh. Laughter is really the best medicine I do believe that.

So here we are in the beginning. The Spring as Daddy calls it . God sent me a gift today for my last treatment- The Snow - And not just the regular old pretty snow I love, But the One with the Big flakes, Heavy but soft and magical- the ones I wait all year to see and haven't seen for years. A sign that he sends gifts in the toughest of times and he is there always knowing what we need. Yes - it is spring. Maybe not outside -- But within me The flowers are seeding up and ready to bloom and I can't wait to see what it brings for all of us. God has amazing plans for us all.

So stay tuned It is going to be a beautiful ride from here.